Now that I am thinking clearly this morning, and the stress of the last few days has let up some, I thought I would write another entry into the life of me.
I can't say that life has dealt me a fair hand every time it deals the cards, but I can say that each bad hand leads me to another good hand. I don't always win with the better hand, but it gets me closer each time one is dealt.
Lately I have been doing a lot of thinking and re-evaluating my life. Looking at things I can change, and trying to forget the things I can't. Hoping that somewhere in all this mess I have created for myself, I can find a reasonable fix for the future I have yet to make. I see things as a blur, which makes it harder to depict things as they are seen by others. Some may see the accomplishments I have made more then the mistakes, those are called friends. You know the people who see the good in you no matter how bad you feel about yourself. I have also noticed that people who you think you know are really NOT who you think they are.
Now with all that said, it's time to look at myself. My past is full of lies and deceit. From me to others? No, from others to me. I was raised with better morals than that. I won't lie now, nor would I have in the past, but I have lied. Everyone has once in their lives. It may have not been something you wanted to do, may have even been that you miss heard a statement and repeated it as a fact. Either way, it happens.
I have been a work at home mom for 5 years. It doesn't pay the bills nor does it put food on the table. It does help me build friendships that sail above others. It's also taught me to trust SOME people more than others. However, overall the work at home community is a tight knit bunch of people.
I'm not even sure where I wanted this post to go, but I think I will end it here. Please just be careful before passing judgement on others until you look at your life fully and completely!
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